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I have alcoholic strawberry milkshake. This is oficially the bestestest thing ever. I was going to do a proper update and the past weekend which I woefully neglected, but I thought alcoholic strawberry milkshake was far more important.
I have also not had a cigarette for 4 days. This may be about to change, but this is not necessarily a bad thing. I know I'm shit at giving things up, however I can be quite good at going for a long time without them. I hope eventually to be able to go for 40 years between cigarettes then I will NEVER have to give up.
(I also find it quite encouraging that during the past week I have twice lit a cigarette out of habbit, started to take a drag, then gone euw at the taste and put it out. This may however be something to do with getting my womanly cycles back... can you actually get anti-cravings?)
Anyway, full write up tomorrow. Maybe. For now, hot bath and alcoholic strawberry milk.
I have also not had a cigarette for 4 days. This may be about to change, but this is not necessarily a bad thing. I know I'm shit at giving things up, however I can be quite good at going for a long time without them. I hope eventually to be able to go for 40 years between cigarettes then I will NEVER have to give up.
(I also find it quite encouraging that during the past week I have twice lit a cigarette out of habbit, started to take a drag, then gone euw at the taste and put it out. This may however be something to do with getting my womanly cycles back... can you actually get anti-cravings?)
Anyway, full write up tomorrow. Maybe. For now, hot bath and alcoholic strawberry milk.
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