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myz_lilith) wrote2010-10-06 02:12 pm
myz_lilith) wrote2010-10-06 02:12 pm
Born of frustration
Kind of proud that I managed to get update written last night in spite of brain fuzz and grey mists. Especially proud that I didn't resort to the usual tactic of downing vast amounts of red wine in order to get started. Feels like a bit of a hollow victory though, as I shouldn't be struggling that hard to make myself do something I love doing. And there's always so much more left to do.
Also, I accidentally bought books yesterday. Usually this would be a good thing, but:
1. I desperately need to be saving money right now so I can afford all planned and upcoming adventures
2. I am meant to be getting rid of stuff, not collecting more of it. (Especially books.)
3. I still have stacks of unread stuff to work through, including serious study stuff.
Must try harder not to accidentally buy anything else. (Apart from the book I am picking up tomorrow, but that was pre-ordered, so doesn't count.)
Need some kind of small, worthwhile, short-term project that isn't too tied into long-term plans and doesn't rely in any way on anyone else, so I can feel like I've achieved something. Or maybe just to run away and live in a cave.
(You'll come and visit me, right? It will be a nice cave. Promise.)
Also, I accidentally bought books yesterday. Usually this would be a good thing, but:
1. I desperately need to be saving money right now so I can afford all planned and upcoming adventures
2. I am meant to be getting rid of stuff, not collecting more of it. (Especially books.)
3. I still have stacks of unread stuff to work through, including serious study stuff.
Must try harder not to accidentally buy anything else. (Apart from the book I am picking up tomorrow, but that was pre-ordered, so doesn't count.)
Need some kind of small, worthwhile, short-term project that isn't too tied into long-term plans and doesn't rely in any way on anyone else, so I can feel like I've achieved something. Or maybe just to run away and live in a cave.
(You'll come and visit me, right? It will be a nice cave. Promise.)
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Need some kind of small, worthwhile, short-term project that isn't too tied into long-term plans and doesn't rely in any way on anyone else, so I can feel like I've achieved something.
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