You wanted to be what you've never been before

Think fake it till you make it is the order of the day.

So, have booked a trip to London for August.
Have made potential social plans for the weekend, ranging from quiet drink after work to party.
Did a huge stack of washing last night.
Am now looking at fridge freezers online.
And shall do some nice ritual burning of things to clear my mind tonight.

None of these things has made me feel the slightest bit better. However I shall carry on regardless until they do.

(It did occur to me that horse riding would cheer me up. I'm not entirely sure why, as I've never been horse riding in my life. Regardless, I now really want to. However I fear it's probably another thing that has to wait until the ankle is properly healed.)

However, nature is obviously on my side today. Thunderstorms always cheer me up.