I felt so symbolic yesterday

[myz_lilith]

The sky is grey. The office is silent. Livejournal is dead. Twitter is empty of all but the usual characters. I have bees in my head, and an insatiable craving for orange tango. I am supposed to be drawing a project manager getting a ten tonne weight dropped on his head, but instead I just keep vaguely poking things to see if they will talk to me, or at least turn into something a bit more interesting. I have a plastic fork to do the poking with.

Have spent the last few days sulking because nobody ever replies to me here, or on Facebook (which I can't play on during the day) or on Twitter. Even though they do. Reality, facts and evidence should never be allowed to derail a good sulk. I need people to validate my pretty words and tell me I am wonderful. Or to at least lie and pretend. Funny sort of mood and I don't know why. Feels like endings and forgetfulness and dust.

Bookclub was full of Wrong and injokes. Twitter is full of badideas. I want a holiday, and an ice cream, and a pony.

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[http://users.livejournal.com/_pyromancer_/]

It has all gone a bit quiet hasn't it. Everyone's in hiding awaiting the oncoming swine flu apocalypse, and the zombie pandemic and fall of western civilisation that's bound to follow?

I have no holidays left this year, alas. Ice cream would be good. A pony (or even several tens of ponies), of the financial variety, would be great! Not sure what I'd do with an equine one though, other than feed it sugar lumps.

[myz-lilith.livejournal.com]

It could be an icecream pony. That would solve both problems!

[strawpig.livejournal.com]

I can't communicate at all sorry. Since the NIN gig I've become a stroppy teenager so they best you'll get out of me is a few grunts...
lots of love
Patrick
XXXX

[myz-lilith.livejournal.com]

Boobies!

(All teenage boys like boobies...)

[ladybirdintheuk.livejournal.com]

I've been away from the internet today - went swimming with some other mums and babies, then they all came back here, so I had to baby proof my living room more than I already had before we went too... although having a 1 year old in the place has pointed out to me how much I've missed - oops!

now to see if this baby will sleep, then I can wash up. it's glamarous here you know!

[myz-lilith.livejournal.com]

I feel most disappointed that I didn't get a mystery text invite to go swimming this time ;-)

[waterwytch.livejournal.com]

Don't worry there is life beyond tweeter or whatever it is,I have abandoned my Facebook as all the dodgy side of the family keep messaging me wanting to come visit,me living by the seaside and all that,or sponge and rob off the "fick" northern side of the family,we aren't allowed stuff like that on the DWP t'internet.

[myz-lilith.livejournal.com]

See, I'm not allowed Facebook at work but Livejournal and Twitter are currently both below their radar. Until someone looks at my browsing history, anyway :-/

Could you invite them to visit and sell them to pirates? You must have SOME pirates around if you live by the sea. In Anna-world all seaside towns have a friendly pirate or two...

[john-the-hat.livejournal.com]

I validate your pretty words and tell you that you are wonderful. And I'm not even lying or pretending - so there!

Actually, as you prbably gathered, I read every LJ post you make - even the long ones - but I rarely get the time to post replies.

[myz-lilith.livejournal.com]

Thank you! I do know what you mean because I usually do the same - been following your house saga with much envy!

[john-the-hat.livejournal.com]

**grins**. You might not be so envious if you were actually living in something which admittedly has now moved from "wreck" status to "semi-wreck"...!

It was kind of a "in need of extensive modernisation" in Estate-Agent-Speak...

[miss-amethyst.livejournal.com]

You can't sulk that's my job.. And I'm doing very well too, I might add! *nods* *hugs* xxxx

[myz-lilith.livejournal.com]

Pah! I am officially Queen of the Universe which means I am also Queen of Sulking!