Some kind of strange...

[myz_lilith]

Been feeling somewhat absent this weekend. To the point that I keep reading people's write-ups of Wendyhouse, and wishing I'd been there. Then remembering I was.

I've in fact done lots of stuff this week, but it all seems kind of insubstantial looking back - I know I've ended up in a slump when I've been unemployed before, but I don't recall this kind of mind-sludge.

Been indulging my frustrated architect on the Sims and creating ornate mansions only to get bored before I get round to stocking them up with victims. Kris made a Me, that's a slut, and a Him, that keeps missing out on the lesbian orgies cos it's too busy playing on the computer.

I keep trying to find someone I look like. Nobody has ever visually compared me to someone that I can remember, so I have no idea how other people percieve me in terms of appearance. I'm sure I'm not that distinctive, or that unformed come to that. It's not important but it's another thing making me feel a little more ghost-like.

Comments

[whiteivy.livejournal.com]

i'm glad i saw you at the weekend..

hope you feel less ghost like soon.

*smiles*

[sheepthief.livejournal.com]

I keep reading people's write-ups of Wendyhouse, and wishing I'd been there. Then remembering I was.

I keep thinking that about my life!

[miss-behave.livejournal.com]

I only saw everyone a tiny bit. I was on the move quite a lot!

Am planning to get to one of the girlie nights before xmas so I get a chance to see people for a change!

[strawpig.livejournal.com]

or maybe you're just indiscribably gorgeous...
*biiiig hug*
lots of love
Patrick
XXXX

[mamfa.livejournal.com]

that icon of yours with the boa - you look like nicole kidman in it :) i think ive told you that before...

[attack-monkey.livejournal.com]

Not looking like people is a good thing. I'm still trying to live with the shame of looking like the singer from P.O.D.

[sarah-orange.livejournal.com]

I remember the lilith! she gave me a nice black lippy mark on my right boobie.

(other boobie kisses courtesy of fleur, borgias and vixen - wooot!)

Re: Ha

[myz-lilith.livejournal.com]

Thank you so much me sweetheart :-)

Just feeling a little out-of-focus right now cos I'm hating being unemployed - now that I can finally see a proper career that I WANT ahead of me, I'm currently half-a-person-ish until I gets it. Considering how many people I've made wait over the years, I have remarkable little patience ;-)