Really won't help at this precise moment. Not saying it wouldn't at some point, but if I'm quiet too long right now my brain starts to gnaw at itself from the inside. Need to find something that's epic enough to be distracting and significant enough that I won't feel guilty about taking time off the never ending job hunt, but that doesn't involve getting ridiculously drunk and doing something stupid. Writing sometimes helps but can't even do that at the moment - feels like there's a hole where the writing should be.
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