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Ill. Tonsillitis. BORING.
Annoying thing is that while body is shattered and shaky, and throat is full of razor blades, brain is feeling more alive and alert than it has in ages. May be that the PMT has buggered off. May just be that I actually slept most of this weekend. (Tonsillitis 1 - insomnia 0.)
So am now in rather strange position of being signed off work for my own good (and to stop me spreading ickiness and germs to the rest of the office) while at the same time feeling alive and awake enough to be bored out of my mind and itching to do something.
Trouble is, I feel guilty doing stuff that's productive for myself when I'm off work. Also (seeing as how the room still keeps spinning gently if I stand up) main source of doing productive things (practicing flash, finishing portfolio, starting website) is the work laptop and not sure how closely they monitor timelines and stuff on there. (Probably not at all, but you never know...)
(Also might contravene doctors orders to relax and for gods sake get some sleep, woman. Although have been ignoring that advice for years and still not dead yet.)
All this will probably become slightly redundant once the penicillin kicks in, as that usually knocks me out for the first 24 hours, but for now am very awake, grumpy and bored.
Annoying thing is that while body is shattered and shaky, and throat is full of razor blades, brain is feeling more alive and alert than it has in ages. May be that the PMT has buggered off. May just be that I actually slept most of this weekend. (Tonsillitis 1 - insomnia 0.)
So am now in rather strange position of being signed off work for my own good (and to stop me spreading ickiness and germs to the rest of the office) while at the same time feeling alive and awake enough to be bored out of my mind and itching to do something.
Trouble is, I feel guilty doing stuff that's productive for myself when I'm off work. Also (seeing as how the room still keeps spinning gently if I stand up) main source of doing productive things (practicing flash, finishing portfolio, starting website) is the work laptop and not sure how closely they monitor timelines and stuff on there. (Probably not at all, but you never know...)
(Also might contravene doctors orders to relax and for gods sake get some sleep, woman. Although have been ignoring that advice for years and still not dead yet.)
All this will probably become slightly redundant once the penicillin kicks in, as that usually knocks me out for the first 24 hours, but for now am very awake, grumpy and bored.
