Unfortunately, this is just what happens. This is why I am falling asleep at midnight, struggling to hear more of Tarryk's show on Friday night. Much as I wanted to stay awake, years of responsible behavior makes it next to impossible. The only time I can manage to stay up and party all night is at DragonCon and I have determined that I'm running on adrenalin throughout the weekend. My excitement and need to not miss anything far outweighs my need for sleep at that time. However, I have paid the price for this behavior as well. I cannot bounce back from this weekend of partying the way I would as a 21 year old. So my dear Anna, it is a combination of getting older and deprogramming your inner child. I'm sorry to say, but there is likely no going back.
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